I know its been some time since i last came here
sorry about that.

my treatment is over with, it was okish.

I have my baby back home with me..
*jumps round room with happeniness*


if the treatment has worked or not i don't know, I go back to hospital next monday, when hopefully everything will become clear.

I really don't have much to say, life in the last few days has become alittle confusing, to say the least.
and am not sure how to tackle it,
its a little hard to explain right now. cause how do i explain it when i dont understand it.
*deep sigh*

anyways just wanted to let a few of you know that am still alive
lol

ok my treatment has now began, started monday. i am in isolation for 8 days mainly. cant see anyone at all.
*sighs*
monday was bad, felt sick most of the night.. feeling beter now.. just very tired.

well dont really have much to say...

oh i've added some photos if you want to take a look,

just a quick entry.

went out sat night for my b/day and got a little drunk... will add some photo's another day when i got them sorted.

had a great day today also... been plane spoting... sounds exciting i know.. took some pic's again will add them soon.


well thats it...

Happy Birthday to me...........

Bodies pressed together in darkness
Ecstasy
The warmth of your breath
Oh fleeting memories
Past
Depression
Icy tears on cold summer nights
Rain dancing within the pale moon light

Red lights leering
Promises of drugs vs walks in the rain
Who wins? what wins?
Frosty cold against my skin
Slipping away into darkness
A kiss... just a kiss
Haunting in your dreams
Why so scared?
Why afraid to love?

Another torment
Sobbing in doorways
Lust conquers
A map traced across my body with his tongue
Grinning now a neon smile
Textured intercourse
Betrayal
Laughter echoing
Within the darkness and light

Love and passion
Optimism for the soul
You can't hurry love
Tears on the bedsheets
Cycle of violence
Weeping in pain
Betrayed
Save me!!!!